"Don’t ever put your happiness in someone else’s hands. They’ll drop it. They’ll drop it every time."
"Nostalgia is a seductive liar."
Sorry I wasn’t there for you when you were upset at a party that you originally weren’t going to attend..because I fell asleep.. shouldn’t have gone. Hope you have fun at that other party tonight, though………
"When you love someone… truly love them, friend or lover, you lay your heart open to them. You give them a part of yourself that you give to no one else, and you let them inside a part of you that only they can hurt—you literally hand them the razor with a map of where to cut deepest and most painfully on your heart and soul. And when they do strike, it’s crippling—like having your heart carved out. It leaves you naked and exposed, wondering what you did to make them want to hurt you so badly when all you did was love them. What is so wrong with you that no one can keep faith with you? That no one can love you? To have it happen once is bad enough… but to have it repeated? Who in their right mind would not be terrified of that?"
I swear the smallest things make my mind rush and go in crazy directions, its like everything these days could induce a panic attack at any given moment, I’m so on edge and nervous all the time.
The knife wants to slit me, do you think you could help me?
(Source: vito, via tastywaves)
"There it goes again. That heavy feeling in your chest when you don’t feel any desire to speak or move. All you want to do is close your eyes and sleep, because the process of being broken is incredibly exhausting. You attempt your best to make your days fulfilling, but no matter how hard you try, you can’t seem to connect to anyone or anything."
I don’t want to be a burden to you any longer.
"You never really know someone ‘till everything goes wrong."