diagnosticate:

i hate the fact that i am always the person who likes others more, like if someone just leaves me, it really fucking destroys me, and i dont really know what to do. i feel confused about everything for weeks, years even, and i dont really know what i have done to make everyone leave me. i dont understand how other people can just be totally okay. its like no matter what, i am always the one that hurts the most, and that really fucking sucks.

(via miensette)

"All this time
I drank you like the cure when maybe
you were the poison.
Something is wrong.
I think you want to hurt me and everything smells
like wasted blood."